Baby

I am officially in my second trimester. I have been trying to stick with Ana but I have a bad feeling when I do, just because the baby is looking at me as it's life support. When they say a baby changes you I guess they really were not lying. It's just rough because Ana has always been there for me and now I have my soon to be husband and baby on the way. My whole life is spinning out of my control and I cannot do anything to stop it. I guess I'm just going to hold on and see where life takes me.